Snowflake Royal I don't know about anyone else, but for me, with it being close season, the whole club ceasing to exist suddenly feels less painful than it did when we were actually playing.
I sort of get what you mean. It's all a bit, well, distant right now. Almost abstract.
However, as the season approaches, as the fixtures are released, as you see other teams building squads for the new season and you know Reading no longer exist, then I think the pain would be approaching unbearable.