If a magic dragon had appeared to me in May 2005 and told me that within three years Reading would be coming towards the end of their second season in the Premiership, locked in a survival fight with one match to play, I would have been very happy to hear of that situation. As it is, this feels like a wasted chance for the club rather than a good achievement. The worst thing is that the fantastic memories of the last two years have been trampled by the feeling that Reading could, and should, have done so much more to establish ourselves as a Premiership club.
All season the debate about spending money has raged, with some people advocating buying half the Premiership and others planning to become a yo-yo club, scared of 'doing a Leeds.' As usual there was a plan in between these two which could've worked. Had Reading invested a sum of say £15 or £20 million, unheard of for us but small by Premiership standards, I think we would have survived comfortably, if a decent central midfielder and centre-back had been brought in. Had we spent this and gone down, the money wouldn't have brought the club to ruin. Instead, the club, most probably Madejski, decided to do things on the cheap and spend a derisory sum. This was understandable in the summer - we lost one player from the 8th placed team - but in January the team was crying out for investment. It was obvious at the time that we should've invested, it was obvious a month later and it's obvious now. A fairly small amount of spending would've improved the future of this club and Madejski would've stood more chance of selling on. That's the real shame about the situation.
There's no need to go into detail about this as posters have expressed it better than I could, and there are other reasons for our season. We've gained two points after going behind this season. Last season, we beat Boro, Spurs, Bolton and Wigan after going behind, just off the top of my head. The spirit which got us here seems to have disappeared. Yes we were good in 05-07, but we weren't a cut above in terms of skill, it was our incredible work ethic, teamwork and spirit that elevated us, and carried us to 8th. Once that went, we were exposed as what we are - a squad not good enough to survive in the Premiership.
From 05-07 I think we hit on the perfect way to run a football club - solid, steady foundations, hard work and players making the best of themselves. This season has seemed stale, apathetic - changing-room splits, players wanting to move on, overly loyal team selection - none of the things which characterised us are here anymore. I think most people are annoyed not because we are about to get relegated, but because of the way in which this has happened. The sleek, professional model of a club has been replaced by a disjointed, slightly amateurish one. (Not speaking to new signings? Picking the same team for 8 consecutive defeats? Searching for a physio on the internet?)
Madejski still deserves a huge amount of credit and thanks from Reading fans - look at a league table from 1998, or even 2003, and see where some of the teams we were playing are now - but it's obvious that he's too tight to be a Premiership chairman. Coppell is the best manager in our history, I'd want him to stay but I think he'll leave. Whatever happens, we should thank the team for the previous two seasons, which will never be bettered unless another Abramovich turns up, and remember the good days. If we ever get back to this position, we should invest properly this time, so instead of one season of playing 'the best football in the country', the first-day comeback, the draw with Man U, Leroy's double, the 6-0, being one goal away from Europe, we have decades of it. For now at least the CCC offers us a chance to win more than a few games and get back to real football, where cheating isn't rife.
And I take back all of the above if we stay up