by Ouroboros »
21 Sep 2013 19:37
Played football with the friends of a workmate today at 10. Had a drink or two last night and only had 5 hours sleep, and it was pretty humid so it was hard going. Plus I've played a fair bit recently and, well, to be honest it seems like constantly carrying knocks and I'm feeling a bit old and creaky. Anyway I don't really know these guys and there was quite a lot of gruff Yorkshire 'bants' going on, mainly involving mild misogyny or homophobia. So I feel a bit out of place and the fact is i'm not quite up to their level. Maybe I would be if I was playing my best, not hungover, more confident. The worst thing is that for some reason they put me up front on my own, and the responsibility is quite crushing. I manage to play passably when bringing others into play, but my finishing is lame. The centre-back I'm up against is strong, smart and much, much better than me. I just can't get into the game, and I start to get patronised by my teammates. I get a goal when their keeper spills one, but by that point I'm just feeling a bit embarrassed.
Anyway, what I'm trying to say is that I know how Jordan Obita feels.